Counterview

Sometimes I am more of silence and less of words

When things drive me into shock rather than in thought

Sometimes I wish I could be as pure as white

But
A dainty drop ruins it with just slightest effort

Its not just sometimes I assume someone to be good its the way my little eyes see the world

Though my mind knows that often good cloaks the bad

But

Still my heart believes circumstances can make bad cloak the good

Some times I am pinned somehwere between nausea and awe

As

Someone has said "worlds so harsh that its not just sometimes , it thrashes you deep down the abyss

Sometimes my mind don't want to see what my heart knows is true

And

Sometimes my mind sees what my heart wish were true

Sometimes I wait in vain to hear what I know is imaginary

Sometimes I adjust my mind to hear what my heart knows is reality

Sometimes I want to be less pragmatic

Sometimes I want to get lost

Sometimes I wish things could be according to my whims

Sometimes I want for the things I know I never can

SOMETIMES I DREAM

coz,

I know some virtualities can't turn into realties

Some thoughts are so sweet that they will get lost in my sea of thoughts

Some relationships are so innocent to be understood by this world so upside down

All defect lies here

I am the girl tormented by my own personal demons.........MY EMOTIONS