Counterview

Sometimes I am more of silence and less of words

When things drive me into shock rather than in thought

Sometimes I wish I could be as pure as white

But
A dainty drop ruins it with just slightest effort

Its not just sometimes I assume someone to be good its the way my little eyes see the world

Though my mind knows that often good cloaks the bad

But

Still my heart believes circumstances can make bad cloak the good

Some times I am pinned somehwere between nausea and awe

As

Someone has said "worlds so harsh that its not just sometimes , it thrashes you deep down the abyss

Sometimes my mind don't want to see what my heart knows is true

And

Sometimes my mind sees what my heart wish were true

Sometimes I wait in vain to hear what I know is imaginary

Sometimes I adjust my mind to hear what my heart knows is reality

Sometimes I want to be less pragmatic

Sometimes I want to get lost

Sometimes I wish things could be according to my whims

Sometimes I want for the things I know I never can

SOMETIMES I DREAM

coz,

I know some virtualities can't turn into realties

Some thoughts are so sweet that they will get lost in my sea of thoughts

Some relationships are so innocent to be understood by this world so upside down

All defect lies here

I am the girl tormented by my own personal demons.........MY EMOTIONS

Impatient!

Constantly I waggle with my heart

Can't you see the battle that I daily have?

Tears leave my eyes lone

Cant you see that my emotions

are stranding parched?

Often my eyes glimpse in expectation

Can't you see that they keep searching you my dear?

While I stand lone

I dunno whether its you or your mirage what I see

Be it for a moment then can't you cross your fingers with mine

I am ready to wait till the time unknown

But my love , are you returning to me?

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leave me lone just like this?

Sometimes

Sometimes you can’t tell someone that ‘I love you’


But that’s what you want them to understand


Sometimes I am entangled in someone


Sometimes I try to live much isolated from someone


And


Sometimes I am so confused


I am in somewhat difficult times that


I , myself, isn’t able to understand


When I show attachment I hurt myself


When I show detachment I hurt someone else


Note : Ugly Catterpillar owes her beautiful butterfly