An answer or better say justification ...

Before you read -

Note : The scene is common

Purpose : An answer or a justification

Addressed to : someone I care

Now you may proceed -

About : Two close friends

Background:

No impression left on gal's mind concerning when the friendship started and knowingly or unknowingly how it got closer to her. Guy is simple and with loads of nonsense principles :P.

With time they got used to each other , sharing all the stuff they had or they felt like to share with each other .Apart from healthy understanding they never felt the need of any justification.

Things were granted until a day he came with following points -

-I had thought its amplified friendship but it is not.

-Sorry but I have to confess it.

-If things permit you in future and if there's no one else in your life , would you like to be all with me?

-Think and take your time.

-Please let me know

-Stay my friend forever.

Gal remains speechless.
-What should she do when a dear guy friend recently realized that he had developed feelings for her??

-Friendship has been inevitably hit a low.

-I chide myself as well as him for it because a perfectly good friendship is now badly strained.

- Yet, all I can do at this juncture is to pray that our friendship will make it through this painful phase.

As of now,he messaged -" the silence of my mobile phone and the distant replies are piercing the splinter deeper into my already reeling heart. I miss you very much as a dear friend. And why does it seem like a crime to appreciate and fall for a someone??Atleast give me the reasons for rejection .

So she comes with -

-I agree you but things hereafter unknowingly do not remain same.

-I do not have any feelings for you ,honestly.

-I just can't pay much attention to one guy.

-I do not find attachement to you, for whom I could give up with my family incase if I have to.

-More , I don't like crying .

and apart from this -I hate temporary relationships and I can not hurt anyone , who is or was once dear to me.

All that I can say is " Sorry"!

I am Sorry !

Retraced

Few hours before , it was twilight, I was sitting lazily in verandah ( nice place to spend evening time)...and whilst I was thinking about how could have I spent a better evening with friends hanging out somewhere , and before I sort it out, I shrieked ..it was puppy,who made me act infront of bacchalog , playing with it..

There it was , disk of smile on my face , I chuckled and was lost in memory of myriad things I (we) had done in our pink times

....I can recollect it so vividly , dada (brother ) and his gang wale( his friends) and myself, their only sole follower to do all things they would ask me for , like bringing ball while they played cricket and never gave me chance to bat :( and similar things ..

The way we used to play with puppies , bring them home and then got aai's scolding like - "Take it away...wash your hands , you will have some infection , next time you bring it home...."

and the thing I would like to mention about these puppies is that if you give them affection they would repay it , unlike us !..

Once, dada and me had even planned 100% to keep puppy at home , keeping secret from aai

as per plan, we brought it home , made a place in backyard and kept for 2-3 days...made a place for it, I was given the job of stealing chapatis and feed puppy.Later on when it was unfolded, it would not leave the home ...we both tried to convince aai a lot but when governess says no then by no means it can be yes :P .Two days it was taken in car and dropped somewhere , from where it coulnot retrace the path...We had cried a lot ....

I know this is very common incidence but I just wanted to share it here , the emotions , the innocence we had in our childhood , the pure love and real drops that trickled down our face ...

everything was flashed behind my retina ..

And now here it is me , scared of dogs to the hilt one can not even think of ! Really feels so strange ...

Things change with the elevation of eyelid!!

Things change with the depression of eyelid!!